| Ok, I know I said I was done with this site.. but I've got just one last entry that I have to put in.. so here goes..
So, the actual first time we met was really awkward and kinda short so I'm not going to count that as meeting. So, the next first time we met wasn't as awkward. I knew right away that I liked you. There was just something about you, that I liked. I also knew I wanted you to be mine. Which was kind of bad because my best friend liked you. Plus, another one of my close friends liked you. Oh, and you liked both of them, and not me so much. Every time we hung out was because I was with my best friend. I remember us pulling a couch from the dumpster over to the grass and just sitting there talking. Oh, and I think that was the Pop-Rocks day. That was the first time I really got to get a good look at you and get to know you a little better. It was also the first time I saw you smile. I remember it like it was yesterday. I thought you looked so beautiful when you smiled. It was actually the first thing that made me like you. Hahahahaha, that was the day your mom called you in and gave you a sex talk. I think you told us she said "Oral sex is still sex." or something like that. Then there was the time we played strip poker and only my best friend and I were allowed to strip because he didn't want me to see anything. That game was lame. There was also the time we watched Not Another Teen Movie on your big couch. We both knew all the words which I don't think my friend liked. Then you were kinda leaning towards me, which I really dont think he liked. I liked it though, even though I felt bad about it. Then there was the time at his party. I made you sit next to me. I think that pissed him off. Oh well. Anyway, then the two of you went out. We started fighting. It got really bad. I think I fought with you more than anybody else in my life. I laughed at you when you were umm.. caught in that mess. Then eventually I had to stop talking to you. So, we didn't talk for a long time and we kinda forgot about each other. Then we saw each other at that game and I ran. Then we fought some more. Lots of fighting. Then somehow we just stopped. We hung out the one night after a football game. That was fun. umm.. Then there was that thing on your birthday. I'm really sorry for that. Two days after that though, I came over with a friend of mine and I started liking you again. "Too much boyfriend/girlfriend" haha I was stupid. Then a few days after that, we hung out for a little again and my friend told us we should go out. We didn't though.. I'm pretty sure it was because of my best friend. Then he gave me permission... so I asked you out. I didn't really expect it to last long because you hadn't had a boyfriend last too long before. Then, before I knew it, it was our one month. That was an experience I'll never forget. A little later, it came to an end... Sorta.. that month or so kinda sucked.. but then we got back together. Since then we've fought and broken up a countless amount of times. Somewhere along the line.. I realized how much you meant to me. After that, I started loving you more and more every day. Even though I didn't think it was possible, my love for you still grows. We've had plenty of rough times, but you've stuck by me through it all. Thank you for not giving up on me. Samantha, I love you with all my heart. You mean more to me than anything else in the world.
Now, that may seem confusing to a lot of people, but I'm pretty sure she should understand it.. which is all that matters. |
